a colored spectrum

raise me up.

life has taken a downward dive recently.
been drained by a tuition student from hell.. piles of qualitative analysis readings...
and simply the lack of proper sleep.

the lack of sleep translated into a snappy Veen which spouts incomprehensible nonsense.
my most sincere apologies to those i have caused unhappiness, i am so sorry!
was really too exhausted to be thoughtful, however that is never a reason to snap...

for the few significant ones, thank you for staying by my side and holding me on.
the words of encouragement and prayers we shared have kept me going on.
"desire what not you desire, but desire what God wills for you".
thank you for the reminder, that whatever problems, trials and pains we face now,
is in good preparation for the coming of Christ glorious kingdom. thus have faith.

after a good kitty sleep in the evening and sorting-outs with a few people,
i have came to cherish the fact that, by taking a step back and allowing things to happen in God's time according to God's plans, bliss will follow and fill up the heart.
it is when we stubbornly insist the materialization of our desires and selfish needs,
refusing to let God take control of our lives, then we would be confined in misery.
we do not understand why we are unhappy or unsatisfied or miserable,
coz we failed to appreciate the role of God's blessings in our lives.

i went down to Sim Lim Sq. for a quick scout for a new digicam earlier at noon today.
well... it wasn't a fruitful trip. the shops no longer sell the previous model i had.
pity. that Pentax Optio S was just me in short. compact, light and metallic-furnished.
Grandma says i shld jus quit being sentimental and opt for a newer model.
you see.. sometimes, it is more that the novelty a new digicam provides...
it's the emotional bond between the personalized product and its owner that can't be replaced.
i still miss my baby.

posted by Veen @ 21:50